my memories of college years.
this is so i never forget.
the year where chris brown, sean kingston, rihanna, my chemical romance and fall out boy where the ONLY thing we would play, on repeat too. we would play ' your guardian angel' on our old ipods with the headphones on full blast because cellphones didn't have speakers then, thinking we were the shit. guys that wore skinny jeans where considered the hottest things alive. no body used the term slut, bitch, or skank. it wasn't in our vocabulary. everyone was still a virgin to everything. we were all so innocent.
2008
the year where everyone was getting into disturbed, slipknot, and wanted to learn musical instruments. the year were my friends & i had our first proper relationships & make out sessions. ew. we would sneak out really late at night, see some boys, get caught, make fun of the security guard at the mall just to run away from him, do anything and everything for a thrill and a laugh. all except drugs and alcohol. the thought of that stuff never even came to our minds. we were too young. we were still into wearing our black skinny jeans, big hoodies that we would steal from the boys we liked. we didn't even have a second thought of 'sex.'
2009
the year everything happened. where everything changed. girls two years below me weren't virgins. had boyfriends years older than them, hooking up in the corridors at school. but soon enough, i fell into doing the same things. falling in what i thought was 'love' for the first time. this was the year many people started to drink and do drugs. yup, once again, i fell into doing it as well. i was always hanging out at click with my boyfriend, meeting some people i'm really close with now. this year taught me so much things, even if it was the most crazy and stupid year to ever exist.
2010
this year, also happens to be last year. i had to deal with the person i fell for moving away forever. how did i deal with it? it was the party year. the year i didn't give a fuck about anything anymore. the year where i wouldn't tell my mum anything, not where i was going, not who i was seeing, not anything. just lies about where i was staying. the year i met pretty much everybody i know now. i ended up meeting the guy i have only ever had true feelings for in this year, and i still remember the look he had in his eyes when he saw me. i really miss 2010.
2011
this year has probably been my favourite year. being year thirteen at school was amazing, and you felt so in control of everything. i'm going to miss school so much. this year has had it's ups and downs. ups- feeling like a had someone there, who was just as weird as me. kissing some pretty cute boys (shhh. naughty, i know.) sneaking out, not once, not twice, but 5 times. aha, whoops. downs- being a mess, my puppy passing away, breaking up, and fighting with friends over stupid shit. going out to parties was pretty fun, but i feel like i'm over that now. i haven't been drunk since some time in august, and it's december now. i'm not too bothered. :) this year has just been amazing. that's all i can say.
2012, you have a lot to live up to.
